Another song about intrusive thoughts, and how I could never dare think about hurting the ones I truly, truly love.
lyrics
I've never been too good at goodbyes,
but I'm not very good at hellos either.
I just want to accept my demise and
disappear into the aether.
You smell like the hospital and
you look like you've crawled from the grave.
Your bones are my personal muse;
they are mine and only mine to take.
I was the ghost that haunted the eaves
and sent chills all throughout your body.
The ashes on the wind led me to
believe that your spirit was with me.
God works in mysterious ways
to keep our bodies apart,
but I'll try my damnedest to shake
this guilt-ridden weight from our hearts.
The wolves that howl in my dreams want to feast
on the flesh that keeps the souls in my body.
The scent of blood sates their hungering just
for a moment while I answer their calling.
The moon is my guardian angel,
she keeps me from falling apart.
The Sun is a vampire lord,
he is driving a stake through my heart.
The world works in mysterious ways
to keep our spirits apart,
and I promise that I'm gonna shake
this grief-stricken hate in our hearts.
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